I’m eating better, drinking more water, trying to be more active (compared to my “normal” routine atleast). But I still can’t make myself go to sleep at a reasonable hour. And every day, when I get home from work, all I want to do is sleep. Somehow I’ve managed to not to nap today, despite getting 6 hours of sleep last night.
Luckily, I have no early meetings tomorrow. So there should be no paranoia about oversleeping and being late. And since I’m dead tired right now, here’s hoping I can get myself to sleep by 11pm or so. The problem is, around 9:30 or 10, I catch my 2nd wind. And then it’s the wee hours of the morning before I finally lay down. I need discipline in my life and seeing as I’m the only one here (I seriously doubt my dog is going to start closing my laptop, turning off the tv, and sending me to my room), I should try to set some guidelines for myself. This is becoming too big of an issue.
A lot going on at work this week. And then the show and V’s party this weekend. I’m excited for both, and yet I find myself wanting to do nothing but stay home and be lazy. I’ve been in anti-social mode lately…by the time the work week is done, I just want to be left alone. This past weekend, I worked from home on Friday and didn’t leave the house again until Monday morning. I wouldn’t have left then if I didn’t have meetings at work to attend. I’m counting the days until the long Thanksgiving weekend.
Life shouldn’t be this way…muddling through work and living for the weekends and holidays and non-existent vacations. Then spending your time off catching up on all the housework and errands and stuff that you don’t have time to do during the week.
I am woman. Hear me bitch.
Comments from old blog:
Daisy – Nov 14, 05: Here I am!! Rough week. And already time to start a new one. Ugh.
Nilla – Nov 13, 05: GIRL!! Where did you go?!
Saundra – Nov 13, 05: Dude, I’ve been feeling the same way lately… I am trying to MAKE myself exercise more… cause that usually helps… the problem is finding the energy to do that…All I want to do is sit on the couch and veg… UGH!
Nilla – Nov 09, 05: Came back to leave another comment: Just making you go, geeeee, I wanna go! I discovered that two people in a double occupancy room is only $679. Talk about cheaper. Well, I LIKE the floor :)…. anyway, if you poke around, you’ll see that all the off-boat excursions cost extra and you have to pick them all before you get on board. Geez. Have you ever been on a cruise? I haven’t. My sister, mom, and friend have and told me about it. The 24 hour buffet sounds GREAT. Yay! Salad with a side of PB&J at 2am!!
Nilla – Nov 09, 05: Weehee! Mexico sounds uber tasty. Cutesie Mexico boys showing off muscles.
Of course, my mother sounded really pissed off that I decided to go on the SinShip as opposed to the Trip To Holy Land To Pray And Stuff.
Uck, though…. it would be about $1000 (a single room). Leave from San Diego, go to Acapulco and up the coast back to SD for a total of eight days. I picked the week of February 20, which is my wedding anniversary. Kinda like, okay, I don’t feel like being sad— lookit me havin’ a good time without you, fucker!!
P.S. My sister and everyone I know tell me to bring a friend or I’ll die of boredom. Or something.
Laura – Nov 09, 05: I feel ya!! That’s why I didn’t show up to the Halloween party. I was just so tired & wiped out & anti-social that I just wanted to lie around and do NOTHING.
I agree that lack of sugar especially causes this. I have to start over in that…. cutting way back on sugar and caffeine and stuff… UGH. But soon we’ll have more energy and we’ll want to go out and show off our hot selves!! 😉
Nilla – Nov 09, 05: Lack of carbohydrates, sugar, and caffiene (if you cut that out). It’ll make you really tired until your body gets used to the new fuel. Have you ever changed the dog’s dog food? Well, they usually get mopey, tired, and of course, the runs. You’ll be fine, soon. Hard as it sounds, don’t nap! That’ll make it worse, plus throw of your cicadian rhythm of the sleep cycle.